If it feels this good it's right for you

I was about to start this post by telling you guys that this week has been one of my favorite weeks ever, and do you know what I realized at this exact moment? I have the same feeling week after week nowadays. And do you know what that means? It tells me I'm appreciating my life and every moment in it in this very stage of my life - and it feels fukkin' amazing.

I got to be a part of this amazing team this week as we did a music video shoot. There's not much I can tell you guys at this moment, but what I will tell you is that I actually cried at the scene while I was ironing some clothes to the shoot as I was so freakin happy and grateful. I've been working so hard to get to work on new projects, to work behind the scenes for other people, to work with other creatives and passionate ones, that I just could not hold back the tears. So when I say I live and work with passion this is one of the things I mean.

And what I know is that when something feels this good it's right for you.

I also experienced my very first starstruck moment this week as I was about to talk on the phone with a great Finnish actor Juha Veijonen and then I chickened out! Ahah, that was so funny. I've had my fair share of meeting somewhat famous people in my lifetime, but to me we are all equal, we are all just people, but it's kinda nice to know I'm not immune to these kinda moments!

(And let me just tell you, I have actually met Jared Leto few times and the very first time I met him I went and asked him to marry me, without hesitating. That might enlighten my way of not being starstruck near famour people!)

But yeah, once I met Juha it was all good, and I literally told him about my cold feet ten minutes after meeting him. Honesty above anything, right?!

Today I had a luch meeting about a campaign we are starting to work on with some - again - amazing people, and I'm just super excited about all of these things happening and the chances I'm now getting, as I am so hungry to show what I'm made of and what I'm capable of. This is what I have been working for and though I've always somehow known my time will come this is actually the stage when it all comes to be more visible and real.

And last and maybe also least, I dyed my hair yesterday and FINALLY went back to brunette! This has been my plan for six months already and I seriously don't know what's been holding me back, but now I just decided that a new chapter requires a new hair too! I personally love it, but how do you gys like it?

Feed the fire! / Eeva

PHOTOS: Eeva Roots

HAIR DYE: Eeva Roots

BOMBER JACKET: Gift

LEGGINS: Bik Bok

SWEATSHIRT: H&M men and self-customized

SHOES: Fila Grunge